ive been doing this thing where i say "yes" to life...i know i know, i might have stolen it from the movie yesman, but hey he's got a point. i mean im not saying yes to everything...but a lot more than usual.
after new experiences and responsibilities ive been able to really dig deep and realize who i am, was, and are. I realize how a person can change and grow as i experience this for myself. i feel like ive been living behind a veil that has been suddenly been blown open by a gust of wind that i wasn't expecting. I don't think the veil has been completely lifted, but just enough has been viewed to understand the meaning of life, relationships, and the real world in more depth.
i realize now how much ive been thinking that the grass is greener on the other side, always wanting what i cant have. well be careful what you wish for because you might just get it (quote thanks to the pussycat dolls) and it might not be what i wanted at all.
i was recently looking back through the many facebook pictures ive been tagged in, you know those ones you didn't take, those pictures you didn't even know were taken. I had such a good college experience. While there were so many ups and downs to college, I can look upon them now as the moments that lead me to where i am and who i am today. I'm going back to Boise in 4 days and I am so excited to be with all my old friends, I never thought i'd miss it this much.
<3 t
